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Title: The Cruelest Month
Author: Namaste
Summary:"No one hates spring."
"I do," House says.

About 2,400 words, gen, House POV mood piece.
Author's Note: Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] pwcorgigirl, [livejournal.com profile] sangria_lila, [livejournal.com profile] hibernia1 and [livejournal.com profile] maineac for drive-by beta duties.



The sun lies, like everything else. House stares out his window at it, filling the blue sky. He squints against the light, forcing himself not to look away, as if he could stare it down, make it confess.

It looks warm. It taunts them all with whispers that winter is over, that it's safe to come outside. It's bright, but the light just tries to blind everyone from the truth. House knows the truth.

It's still cold. Ice and dirty snow hide in the shadows. Anything that melts during the day freezes every night, waiting for him to come along, to knock him down. That's not a metaphor.

Late the night before, his cane caught on a patch of ice and skidded out from beneath him, knocking him to the ground. He'd lain there for a moment, feeling the thin layer of ice beneath him, the skin of his hand rubbed raw where he'd scraped it on rough concrete. He'd had to slide himself across the sidewalk to a spot where there was bare pavement, to a place where he could trust the cane, a place the sun and cold hadn't turned against him.

He'd pushed himself up muttering curses at the night, at the sun, at the season.

Now he stands at the window, lifts his right hand and makes a fist, feeling the twinge as the damaged skin over the scrape pulls and stretches against itself.

"It's almost spring," Kutner says as he walks into the conference room. He's smiling and his coat is unzipped. He believes the lie, of course. He hands House a bag with a sandwich from the deli, and a large coffee from the shop down the street. "It's really warming up out there."

"That's what you said last week, just before we got another four inches of snow." Taub takes another bag from Kutner's hand, looks inside and tosses it on the table.

"And the week before that, when we had the ice storm," Thirteen says.

Kutner shrugs off his coat. "But that was March," he says. "It's April now. It'll be different. Just wait and see."

Nothing is different except the calendar, House thinks.

He tucks the bag under his arm, takes the coffee in his hand. He doesn't say anything, just grips his cane tighter, ignoring the new burst of pain from his palm. He walks into his office, shutting the door behind him.

He sits at his desk, his back to the window. The sun streams through the blinds and he feels its heat through the glass, the way it seeps past his skin, easing the tight muscles of his shoulder, his back. He wants to believe it -- believe that Kutner's right, that it's warm, that spring is finally here -- but he knows better. He gets up, closes the blinds and turns on the TV.

He eats his sandwich, not really tasting it, and stares at the TV, not really paying attention to the actors on the screen.

When he was a kid, his Mom scrubbed the house from top to bottom. "Spring cleaning," she'd say. It didn't matter that the house wasn't theirs, that it was just another anonymous base house somewhere. She'd say that it was a way to make any house feel like their home.

When he was little, she'd take him by the hand and lead him into the gardens whenever she found them, pointing out crocuses and daffodils and tulips that forced their way up through dark soil in the first cold days of spring.

She loved spring, because she loved flowers. She'd take note of a patch of earth outside the windows of each base house that they lived in, saying that it would be the perfect place for a flower bed. She'd flip through seed catalogues every spring, planning the garden that she'd never plant. She'd circle ads for tulip bulbs, knowing that even if she put them into the ground in the fall, Dad would just get new orders and they'd all probably be gone by the time the first flowers bloomed.

When he was six or seven -- when they were in North Carolina -- he'd snuck away one day, went into the gardens and picked fistfuls of blossoms for her. Dad got mad. He saw the mud tracked over the floor from Greg's shoes, heard that Greg had taken them from the flower bed outside the Officers' Club. Found out that someone had seen him.

Mom told Dad she'd take care of it, but Greg could see from the look in Dad's eyes that he wouldn't let it go, that he'd still have to answer for everything later, when Mom wasn't there.

"They're beautiful, honey," Mom said and sat down on the kitchen chair so she could look Greg in the eye. "But these flowers belong to everyone. If we leave them in the ground, we can all enjoy them."

"You should have them. You like them best," he said.

Mom took his hands in hers, pulled him closer. "We don't know that," she said.

All House knows now is that no one gets what they want in the spring. There's snow when there should be rain, rain when there should be sun, potholes where there should be pavement.

He'd hit one of those holes, hiding under three inches of dirty water two years after the infarction. The steering wheel jerked to the right, spun out from beneath his hands. He got the car back under control, pulled off to the side of the road and stopped. He got out of the car already knowing what he'd find.

The right front wheel was sagging, misshapen. When he bent down he could see a jagged hole in the side wall, the tire useless and hissing out air as it sank further down toward the pavement, the entire car leaning at an unnatural angle against the curb.

He shook his head and finally pushed himself upright, circled around to the back of the car to the trunk. He pushed aside an old blanket, a couple of empty bottles left behind some from forgotten night and reached beneath for the spare tire. He braced himself, pulled hard and felt his leg tremble, felt the pain ratchet up before the spare had even budged an inch. He gasped, dropped the tire, grabbed instead for his leg, gripping the muscle above his knee.

Another car went past as he stood there, trying not to move -- not to fall. He felt water from the puddle splash up against him, felt it soak through the denim.

He let go of his leg, reached again for the tire. He told himself that he could do this, that it was just a flat tire. It was nothing. He'd changed flats more times than he could count. His Dad had showed him how to fix a flat on Mom's car before Dad left for Vietnam for the second time -- just in case -- telling him that every man should be able to do it.

House took a breath, braced himself again, holding onto the car with his left hand to shift all the weight onto his left side. He grabbed the spare with his right and pulled. The tire moved, slid out from its spot and across the trunk floor. He pulled harder and raised it up against the edge of the trunk.

He stopped, leaned forward, putting his weight against both hands on the edge of the car. He really could do this. It wasn't that hard. He could pull it out, let it drop to the ground, but then ...

He shook his head. He knew what he could do. He also knew what he couldn't: crouching down with the jack, raising the car, loosening the nuts, wrestling the old tire off and lifting the spare onto the wheel studs, hauling the flat around to the trunk, lifting it in.

He heard another car passing him, felt dirty water splash against his legs.

Wilson was there in fifteen minutes, didn't say anything about the tire, didn't comment about how long it took House to get on his feet when he got out of the car. He just took the spare out of the trunk in one smooth move, filled the silence with odd bits of hospital gossip, about Cuddy's chances to win the empty dean's post, about a new patient who was resisting chemo.

Wilson slammed the trunk closed when he was done.

"Thanks." House didn't look at Wilson when he said it, staring instead at the car, at the spare tire, at the road with its cracked pavement filled with more potholes, an obstacle course he'd never realized was there.

"No problem," Wilson said.

He'd turned and walked back to his own car, gave a brief wave as he climbed in. He'd waited until House drove off until he pulled away too, turned the opposite way at the corner, headed back toward to the hospital.

Now Wilson sits in House's office, leaning back in his chair, legs stretched out in front of him.

"You can't hate spring," he says.

"Why not?"

"Because it's a thing, a date, a season," he says. "You can't hate an inanimate object."

"Sure I can." House nods at him. "That tie, for instance."

Wilson looks down. "What's wrong with it?"

"It's ugly."

It's too bright, House thinks. It's green and yellow and blue mixed into random patterns. Wilson probably bought it in the middle of winter, thinking it looked like a spring that he was sure was just around the corner, probably thinking that it would distract patients from the cold, gray skies, the short days and their own short and depressing futures.

"No it's not, it's ... cheerful." Wilson shakes his head. "And no one hates spring."

"I do."

Stacy left in the spring, on a day clouds filled the sky, spitting out snow and ice, a freezing drizzle coating the branches, soaking his coat as he stood on the front step, watching her leave, watching the road long after she'd gone.

"Spring is better than winter," Wilson says.

House can tell that Wilson is trying to start an argument about something, about anything. He guesses that there's something Wilson doesn't want to do, that he needs a distraction. If he were to place a bet, House would say that he's got to go give someone bad news.

"At least you know what you're getting with winter," House says. "It's honest."

"It's just spring," Wilson says, "it doesn't have a hidden agenda. It's not deceit, it's just the jet stream -- or do you think the way the earth orbits the sun is just its way of pissing you off?"

House leans forward. "Would you be making this same argument if I was to say that I loved summer?"

House met Wilson in the summer. The sun had gone down hours earlier, but the air was still hot and humid. Everything outside had seemed thick, weighed down by stale moisture that hung in the air,. There was no breeze, nothing seemed to move except the man on the track ahead of him that House didn't know. House should have known then, should have remembered that when everything was hot and still and silent, when a warm front stalled, it was just waiting for something to move in, some new unseen pattern that would change the weather, change everything.

"That's different," Wilson says.

"How? How is hating a season any different than loving one? Bad things happen in the spring. There are tornados and flash floods and ..." House waves one hand in the air ... "allergies."

"Allergies?" Wilson snorts, then looks down, checks his watch.

"And whoever it is that you've got an appointment with, the one where you're going to give someone bad news, what are they going to remember about spring?" House asks. "Are they going to think about sunshine and tulips? Or is it going to be a reminder of the day they found out they were dying?"

Wilson shakes his head, but doesn't argue. He leans back, stares at the narrow band of sunlight that's broken into the room at the edge of the blinds. House looks over at the TV screen, sees a commercial with some woman happily hanging sheets out to dry on a perfect sunny day. He looks away again.

"What about the bike?" Wilson asks. "You can start riding it again now that it's spring."

The first year House bought the bike he hadn't put it away for the winter until after the snow started falling, riding it whenever the road was clear, until he'd finally given up in January. Two months later, at the first sign of spring he'd been tricked by the sun's lies, believed it was safe. He'd taken the bike out from beneath the tarp, taken it out for a long ride.

It had been too early. Rain caught him twenty miles out of town, then it turned to sleet. He was soaked through by the time he made it home, his fingers shaking so badly he could barely turn off the ignition. It took him nearly ten minutes, sitting there cold and wet, until he managed to shift his right leg off the bike, even the muscles in his good leg trembling from hypothermia and exhaustion.

House shakes his head. It'll be weeks until he gets the bike out this year -- not until he's sure.

"You don't like the bike," House points out.

"We're not talking about what I like," Wilson says. "It's about why you don't like spring."

"So now you admit that it's possible a person doesn't like spring?"

Wilson puts up his hands. "Fine. I give up. You don't like spring. It is now an established fact that some people hate spring."

"Thank you."

"So now I'm just curious. Why do you hate spring?"

House turns, looks out the door, sees the sun beating against the window, sees the gray patch of snow in a shaded corner of the balcony that hasn't melted -- that won't melt for another week at least. He looks back at Wilson and shrugs.

"No reason."

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Date: 2008-04-12 05:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pwcorgigirl.livejournal.com
Actually, I like this very much. It is somber, but it's a great look into House's mind.

For a story to work, there must be some conflict in it, and House's conflict is with the season. As always with House, this dislike is not irrational. This is a man who does not deal well with change, and the on-and-off weather of the season would be irritating to him even if he were well. Since his illness (and I like the memories of what he can't do and Stacy leaving), April truly has become the cruelest month for House.

There's a strong hint of House's underlying depression in this, with him sitting in the dark, not tasting the food he eats. Suicides actually go up in the spring. Those who survive the winter somehow cannot make it through spring, and I've always wondered if it's because of the changeable nature of the season or because they felt they were being forced into a rebirth they couldn't deal with. Perhaps this is why summer seems so unreachable to House?

The only odd tense change I saw was in the middle of the House trying and failing to get the tire from the trunk, when you dropped into present tense with "He's changed more . . ."

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Date: 2008-04-12 09:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. This has been one of those fics that I get an idea for, write a couple of paragraphs, put aside, pick up again, write a few more graphs, put aside ... you know. So it was hard to look at and even determine if it made sense as a complete thing, rather than bits and pieces.

The way I figure it, society in general has such a "happy" attitude toward spring, that the hint of any depression must seem even more overwhelming. You know, sometimes people have good reasons for being depressed.

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Date: 2008-04-12 05:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sangria-lila.livejournal.com
Oh, I really, really like this. But there are a few odd tenses here and there, especially when the story seems to jump to the more immediate past without changing from the present tense. I keep thinking that this is House in the dark, eating the sandwich, and that the spare tire incident happened that morning, that slipping on the cane happened a few days before and of course, everything else in the distant past? I think you just need to figure out the chronological order of those bits, and then change the tense accordingly, then you're set. Also, couple of misplaced words e.g. you've typed 'show' for 'slow.'

Regardless, I like how you use seasons to show us more of House, and as usual, the House/Wilson dialogue is perfect. I hate spring too, mostly because thats when I have my exams.

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Date: 2008-04-12 09:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
OK, thanks. I'll work on cleaning it up a bit, try to smooth things out in terms of the time frame. I didn't want to write a typical progression of having the story start when House is a kid, but yet wanted to have his memories of those past springs there, so that's why I started playing with tenses.

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Date: 2008-04-12 05:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hibernia1.livejournal.com
I like it very, very much. It's sad, but not sentimental, and gives great insight in House. I don't mind the playing with tenses, if you read with some kind of concentration you can follow the story real well.

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Date: 2008-04-12 09:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. Good to know it's not all "woe is me." I wanted House to be moody, but not emo.

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Date: 2008-04-12 06:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] maineac.livejournal.com
I liked this in part because I identify with it. I dislike spring because everything changes, just when you've got comfortable with winter. So I liked the way you connected House's dislike of change to his dislike of spring. I enjoyed the restrospective look at meeting Wilson and losing Stacy, and didn't find the tense changes distracting. NOr is it too angsty (I personally love this brand of angst)
My only quibble would be that the back-and-forth with Wilson over spring goes on a bit too long. (And "He lays there for a moment" should be "lies").

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Date: 2008-04-12 09:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Argh. Lay/Lie. For some reason that always trips me up. I'll have to slap my wrist for getting it wrong again. I'll clean some things up and wrap it up. I was hoping that his memory of summer and meeting Wilson would keep things from being too heavy and depressed. I want moodiness, but not too much of it.

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Date: 2008-04-12 09:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] telegramsam.livejournal.com
potholes where there should be pavement

Oh lord, yes.

There are indeed some very bad things about Spring. Wilson's an idiot. :P

Good story.

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Date: 2008-04-13 03:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. And there always seem to be more potholes every year.

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Date: 2008-04-13 01:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] telegramsam.livejournal.com
I think potholes are Nashville's biggest export. Hell, the only thing George W Bush has ever said that I agree with is "fix your potholes!" after a visit to the city. How's that for embarrassing? X(

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Date: 2008-04-13 04:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angelcat2865.livejournal.com
This is great- it is a wonderful insight into House's mind.

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Date: 2008-04-13 01:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. I think House has valid reasons for much of his misanthropy. We just don't know them all.

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Date: 2008-04-13 09:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angelcat2865.livejournal.com
I have to agree with you there, House almost always has a valid reason for everything he does.

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Date: 2008-04-13 04:24 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Very nice even look into House.

Love Sheep

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Date: 2008-04-13 01:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. I'm glad you liked it.

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Date: 2008-04-13 07:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nomad1328.livejournal.com
Nice one. I love the melancholy in this one. You have a knack for getting under the surface while showing House's outer stoicism. Also- lately, I totally identify with this perception of spring. We almost hit 50 degrees 2 weeks ago... and then it dropped 6 inches of snow the other day and it's back into the teens in the morning with 14 hours of (it looks so warm out!) sunlight.

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Date: 2008-04-13 01:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
It was 70 degrees here on Friday, and today it's snowing. Spring is a very frustrating time of year.

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Date: 2008-04-13 12:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] niicelaady.livejournal.com
This is lovely. Angsty but not emo -- you nailed it.

I love the scene with Little Greg bringing his mom the flowers. ""You should have them. You like them best." So sweet.

I hope now that John is retired, Blythe has that garden she always dreamed of.

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Date: 2008-04-13 01:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks, and in my world, she now has her garden. (I gave her rose bushes in another fic.)

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Date: 2008-04-13 12:22 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Cracking story. Lovely writing.

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Date: 2008-04-13 01:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks a lot.

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Date: 2008-04-13 01:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jdr1184.livejournal.com
Lovely if terribly depressing story. Blythe never getting the garden of her dreams is heartbreaking even more so because she doesn't let that stop her enjoyment of flowers. Little Greg giving her flowers because she loves them the most was so sweet then you hit us with this:
Greg could see from the look in Dad's eyes that he wouldn't let it go, that he'd still have to answer for everything later, when Mom wasn't there. and I'm cringing for poor little Greg. Summer means Wilson and Stacy means Spring. House loves summer and hates spring. That analogy makes me ridiculously happy. I think I'm going to agree with House about hating spring. It gets your hopes up for warmth and then dumps snow and freezing rain on your head when you dare to venture out.

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Date: 2008-04-13 01:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. I think that spring is schizophrenic in the best of times, so you have both flowers and mud, you have sun and ice ... House is the type who remembers the negative parts of the season, rather than the positive. (Of course it's snowing here this morning, so I understand his attitude.)

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Date: 2008-04-13 09:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cadeira.livejournal.com
These are the stories which remind me that fanfiction can be so much more than just slash. Incredible use of language and great plot, the flashback elements were very convincing.
I want to give you a golden star for this *grin*

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Date: 2008-04-13 11:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. As a gen writer, sometimes its hard to get some slashers to look our way, so I appreciate it.

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Date: 2008-04-14 07:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cadeira.livejournal.com
Yeah, it seems that gen writers need to build up a certain reputation to be recognized. For example, I can be pretty sure that I read any of nightdogs fics. Slash has a lower threshold for what is regarded as "good". I mean generic stories must have the 'je ne sais quoi', for being remarkable.

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Date: 2008-04-13 10:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angelfirenze.livejournal.com
I sit here in the middle of April wearing my winter coat and remembering the snow here this morning. Spring, my ass. I was born in the spring -- whatever that means when on several of my birthdays, including this year, there was snow on the ground.

And, yeah, I totally understand how House can't stand the deceit of the seasons. In L.A. they barely have them. I was freezing last night when I got home. Spring, my ass.

Huh. I seem to have some bitterness, as well...

Sheesh. I forgot to tell you how great this story was. I suppose the empathy and the knowledge that we both live in Michigan got to me. I loved the part about Greg bringing his mother accidentally stolen tulips. I bet you anything, John House kicked his butt for that, even if it was an innocent mistake.

*sighs*

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Date: 2008-04-13 11:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Hey, the only thing that kept me going on this fic sometimes when I didn't know where it was going was my own bitterness about "spring" and wanting to use House to voice it. Bitterness can be a good thing.

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Date: 2008-04-14 01:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bmax67.livejournal.com
This was so fitting since I was watching snowflakes fall last night when I have crocuses blooming under our front window. So unfair how we get teased, then Mother Nature yanks the rug out from under us.

The descriptions of House's reasoning behind his dislike of spring really made me ache for him. Something so simple as changing a tire has turned into an impossibility for him now.

Oh, and yeah. I can relate with House. I froze my a** off on my bike. Had to take it in the shop last week and I think it took a good ten minutes for my fingers to function normally again. Ugh. It wasn't quite as warm as I thought...

Anyway... thanks for this. Perfect timing as I continue to get frustrated by Winter's stubbornness to go away for another seven months.

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Date: 2008-04-14 02:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. It's that teasing nature of spring that makes it so hard, I think. Just as you begin to think it's here, along comes another snowstorm. (They got two feet of snow earlier this week up in the northern part of the state. Yeeesh.)

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Date: 2008-04-14 07:45 am (UTC)
ext_25649: House sucking a lollipop while staring at Wilson (Default)
From: [identity profile] daisylily.livejournal.com
I like that a lot, it works really well. House and Wilson conversations are one of the reasons I love them so much, and this is so them. And it's very House to sum it all up with 'no reason'.

*mems*

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Date: 2008-04-14 11:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. And of course House will deny any reason for his emotional issues. He'd rather have everyone ignore them (and wishes he could too.)

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Date: 2008-04-14 02:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oursoliloquies.livejournal.com
This is absolutely lovely. I love fics that dig deeper into House's mentality and provide backstory here and there, snippets of what helped contribute to what he is now. The way you used the seasons as symbols was really creative and you did House and Wilson's conversation exceptionally naturally. Really enjoyed this. ♥

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Date: 2008-04-14 11:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. There are times when I like to write fics when House is just having fun, and times when it's interesting to get inside his head and poke around for a bit.

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Date: 2008-04-17 01:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] randysugardandy.livejournal.com
im only on episode 6 of the whole thing so i just spoilered my ass off XD but it was so worth it love those moments when you see houses vulnarability more than his sarcasm n i lovethis fic XD

eee

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Date: 2008-04-18 07:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Oh no! Sorry you got spoilered (though it's hard out there not to know, sometimes). I'm glad you liked it.

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Date: 2008-04-17 12:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kate-swynford.livejournal.com
Wonderful story, beautifully written and in character.

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Date: 2008-04-18 07:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. I'm glad my frustrations with spring matched House's in this instance.

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Date: 2008-04-17 04:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mystcphoenxcafe.livejournal.com
Greetings!

"So now I'm just curious. Why do you hate spring?"
"No reason."


Two constants in this world - House will never tell, and Wilson will never ask. :-/

-Katrina

PS - Getting a titch frustrated w/this Winter that Will Not Go Away too, eh? :-P

Great companion piece to 'Declarations of Independence'.

"April is the cruelest month..." - T.S. Eliot

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Date: 2008-04-18 07:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Hey there, and at least it's finally spring now, right? I was kind of thinking along the lines of "Declarations" in that it's the end of winter, rather than the beginning.

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Date: 2008-04-22 05:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mystcphoenxcafe.livejournal.com
Greetings!

"...at least it's finally spring now, right?"

It seems so, knock on wood. At least the trees are finally coming to leaf, and our flowers that have popped haven't frozen, so I am hopeful. :-P

Yeah, the bookend aspect makes sense now that you mention it. So much fear in House's life. And a lot of it not unreasonable, alas.

I wonder - is there a season he doesn't dread? (A couple of other stories about the other seasons wouldn't be amiss, if your Muse is so inspired. :-D)

-Katrina