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Title: Cross Road Blues
Author: Namaste
Rating: Gen
Summary: “Whenever he is at the piano, everything seems to make more sense, as if Morrison’s doors of perception are thrown open, and he briefly senses reality.”
My prompt was: “Shut up and listen. I’m only saying this once.”

Written using one of the prompts from The Clinic’s Kickstarters challenge.
Find more prompts and story links here:
http://community.livejournal.com/housefic_pens/6655.html




Blame it on the Rolling Stones. It begins there. House sees that now, like they were some kind of gateway drug to something bigger. Something he never saw coming.

The Stones led to Robert Johnson and Robert Johnson to Son House and Son House to Muddy Waters.

During that spring break when he and Crandall drove through the day and through the night into the Mississippi Delta, House made him stop at Clarksdale, then at the crossroads where Johnson was rumored to stop. Crandall fell asleep stretched out on the back seat of his car, using House’s duffle bag as a pillow.

House didn’t believe the legend. He never expected to see the old black man from the story, the one who’d offer up a trade -- your soul for the skills that would make you famous. Still, he sat there in the red dirt and gravel at the edge of the road, his back against the fender, listening to the sounds of the night, turning his head each time he heard the screech of an owl, trying to catch a glimpse of its shape in the light of the nearly full moon.

The blues led him down the Delta and into New Orleans, where it blended with ragtime to create jazz. And jazz relied more on piano than Johnson’s version of the blues. House could play a decent guitar, but when he heard music in his head, it came from black and white keys.

He studied Jelly Roll Morton like he was one of his medical texts, trying to pull out every nuance from every note. One of the few things left from the purge after Stacy left was the CD she’d given him of the complete Lomax recordings of Jelly Roll.

He and Crandall had bounced in and out of bands for a few years. Even into med school House picked up spare cash playing at bars and filling in whenever someone needed a piano player. He knew he was good. Better than anyone else in the crap student bands playing around town.

After Von Leiberman, he’d headed north. He didn’t believe in signs, but if Johns Hopkins didn’t want him -- if medicine didn’t want him -- he figured he didn’t want it either.

The Jazz Messengers’ annual open auditions were just beginning in New York and he joined the line.

He made the first cut, then the second.

The third time he played, Art Blakey called out to him.

“You in school?”

House almost said yes. “Not any more,” he said. House looked down from the stage at Blakey in the audience, taking in the hunched back, picturing the old man when he was a young man, sitting behind the drums when he backed up men like Monk and Miles.

“Listen up,” Blakey said. “I’m only saying this once. Go back to school. Go learn how to sell cars or whatever.”

House took a step back, as if he was dodging a physical blow.

“You’ve got a few skills, I’ll give you that,” the man continued. “But you’re not good enough. Not for this. I’m not trying to be mean, son, I’m just trying to save you years of poverty and heartache. I’m telling you the truth because maybe no one else ever has. Go back to school.”

With that Blakey turned away from him and called out for the next musician to step up. House stood staring at Blakey for a moment longer, then walked off the stage.

The next week he found himself a spot at Michigan.

But he couldn’t give up music. He tried. For six months he tried to set it aside. Tried to just listen, not play. But it was there, in his head, always -- notes circling through his skull, demanding release.

Early one morning after a long shift on the psych rotation he moved the boxes from where he’d stacked them in the corner of his room until he could reach his guitar case. He flipped it open and reached inside, tuned it up and wrapped his fingers around the neck -- index finger, middle finger and ring finger forming a G, then a D, then an A minor. Just a progression of chords at first, then stringing them together.

It was two hours before he looked up at the clock, the ends of his fingers sore, with dark grooves dug down deep into them from the dusty strings.

The next day he went to Herb’s and picked up a new set of strings.

He’d replaced that guitar years ago with a better one, a used Fender. Once he settled down in Princeton, he used all his savings on the baby grand.

Whenever he is at the piano, everything seems to make more sense, as if Morrison’s doors of perception are thrown open, and he briefly senses reality. Or maybe it’s just that nothing else matters.

Days when he can’t think, days when nothing seems to work, days when he’s got a case that doesn’t add up, he’ll play and everything begins to flow. It is as if the notes lead the way out of the traffic jam in his mind, past the congestion of names and dates and places -- of symptoms and complications -- and into daylight. Suddenly everything seems clear.

It doesn’t always work. He used to spread Esther’s case notes out across the top of his piano while he played, hoping to find something new, something he’d never thought of before. But the only thing that ever came to his mind was that night on the side of the road in Mississippi, and wondering if he should have called down the devil to bargain his soul for better medical insight.

In the days after the infarction, when he was trapped in bed, too weak to go anywhere, too angry to even think about what Stacy had done, too scared to think about anything except whether he’d ever walk again, Wilson brought him a harmonica.

“I know it’s against your nature, but try not to piss off the nurses,” Wilson said when he handed it over.

He didn’t play it for Wilson, just ran his fingers over the polished metal and wood.

That night, after Wilson left, after Stacy had gone home and when the nurses were at the far end of the floor, he put the harmonica up to his lips. He thought about Sonny Boy Williamson, tried to remember the harmonica breaks in “Jivin’ the Blues” rather than the piano, and began to play.

His mother reminds him of Chopin’s nocturnes -- emotion and poetry spread across the range of piano keys. His father is Sousa marches with an undercurrent of Wagner.

Wilson is Brubeck’s West Coast jazz, the way it sounds all smooth and cool on the surface, but beneath it filled with twisted and complicated time signatures that leave his fingers and thinking in knots.

House thinks of Brubeck when he hears the sound of his steps echoing off the empty hallways late at night. More than five years after the infarction, the rhythm still seems off to him -- one solid step, then the sound of his cane hitting the floor shortly before his right foot makes contact. The cane seems loud, harsh and foreign to his ears. He remembers Brubeck’s syncopation, and how he claimed to develop it by the uneven loping of the horses on his father’s ranch, of the bangs and thuds of machines.

All House can think is that his walk is not natural. The rhythm is off. It’s not right. And yet Wilson somehow falls into step with him, adapting to it without even seeming to make an adjustment to his own natural stride.

House stands on his balcony and looks down at the people coming and going. There’s the rushed walk of a nurse late for her shift, moving with a speed Joplin would have used. Simpson moves with a steady 4/4 beat, as sure of himself as every surgeon House has ever met.

He catches a glimpse of Cuddy on her way back from a business lunch. She somehow always manages to move in the 3/4 time of a waltz even in a business suit and while carrying a briefcase.

House hears the door open to his left, and Wilson steps outside.

“What’s up?” Wilson is peeling an orange, trying to look casual, but there’s a slight worried tone to his voice.

House glances at him, then back at the parking lot. “Trying to figure out if Kevin Federline is the next Vanilla Ice or the next Eminem.”

“Right.” Wilson stops at the low wall that separates their balconies and leans against it. “And pondering the future of Mr. Britney Spears takes two hours.”

“Why Jimmy, you’re keeping closer track of my hours than Cuddy.” House takes the few steps over toward Wilson. He takes a section of the orange. “Am I being stalked?” House pops the orange slice into his mouth and bites down.

“I’ve been doing paperwork, and saw you out here,” Wilson says. “I had this sudden image pop into my head that you were plotting something.”

“Would that be so bad? Spicing up this daily humdrum existence of ours?”

“You can do whatever you want. It’s just that you somehow always manage to drag me into whatever you’re up to.”

“Again I ask, would that be so bad?”

Wilson looks up, shakes his head slightly. “Depends on what you’re planning.” He tears apart the remaining orange into two pieces and hands half to House. “It helps if I have time to clear my schedule.”

“Your schedule and your conscience can remain untainted. No plans for world domination this weekend.”

House turns back toward the parking lot. He spots a med student rushing between the cars, running and dodging as he makes his way to the building. Gene Krupa, he thinks. Big band swing and jive.

“Well in that case, you want to catch a game or something?”

House shrugs. Maybe it’s time to pull some of the CDs from the back of the rack, give them a listen again.

“I’ll cook,” Wilson says.

House looks over at him. Wilson would get a kick out of Jelly Roll’s Storeyville songs on the Lomax sessions. It might be fun to see which ones make him laugh, and which make him turn red.

“Sure,” House says. “Do you know how to make gumbo?”

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Date: 2006-06-25 03:05 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] nightdog-barks.livejournal.com
If there were a prize I could nominate this for, I would.

Just gorgeous. The birth of the blues, Brubeck, Krupa, Wilson and an orange. The voices, captured. I can't say enough good things about this.

Bravo.

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Date: 2006-06-25 03:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. I wanted to write something short and quick (I finished it in one day) dealing with House and his relationship with music -- but also wanted to touch on his friendship with Wilson.

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Date: 2006-06-25 03:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wanderingwidget.livejournal.com
I live with two music majors, and you just managed to make me feel the same way I feel when they start talking music over my head, which would have been a little annoying if not for the fact that you somehow managed to make it not feel like it was going over my head, which is a really long-winded way of saying this was a good fic ^^

It moved effectively from beginning to end without seeming to meander off onto unnecessary tangents, had just the right ammount of seasoning detail tossed in, and included Crandall (my super-secret favorite minor character).

Thanks for a wonderful read.

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Date: 2006-06-25 03:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
You're welcome. I tried to find a balance between the integral way House must feel about music, but not make it so insular it couldn't be approached by non-musicians.

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Date: 2006-06-25 03:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] genagirl.livejournal.com
I'm the most musically illiterate person in the world, if it's not Elvis or Roy Orbison I don't get it but this piece almost made me feel music. It came across in a way I could understand and see and hear. Not to mention that it's written in your usual beautiful style.

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Date: 2006-06-25 03:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Aw, but Elvis and Roy are good too. Glad you liked it.

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Date: 2006-06-25 03:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] he-dreams-awake.livejournal.com
I adore this.

I wish I could be more coherent, but--- just-- spot-- on.


Excellent.

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Date: 2006-06-25 03:49 am (UTC)

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Date: 2006-06-25 05:06 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] kasuchi
From someone who is musically literate, I love your music choices. Chopin for his mother, Sousa and Wagner for his father. And Wilson was a perfect choice; West Coast Jazz is exactly what you said it was.

Just out of curiousity, what would he/you attribute to the Ducklings?

This is very lovely; it's so nice to see gen fic, yours especially. I adore the slash free friendship you have between these two. It's refreshing and very real.

And the voices were absolutely on-pitch. ;)

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Date: 2006-06-25 12:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks.

I considered the rest of the team, but was afraid it would take the fic too far afield to squeeze them in. I probably would have gone with:

Foreman: Motown -- the undeniable groove of the backup musicians who get into your head and won't leave and exist in both black and white worlds.

Cameron: The early 60s girl groups, especially when produced by Phil Specter -- demanding, pleading and yet with unbelieveable depth and texture.

Chase: more diffficult since he continually tries to blend in. Perhaps John Cage's 4'33" -- annoyingly transparent, yet impossible to deny once you accept its existence.

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Date: 2006-06-25 04:34 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] kasuchi
I love your choices. Foreman and his Temptations soundtrack (back in their early days, or even "Unchained Melody") would be so appropos. I like how you include the straddling two worlds.

And I totally agree with Cameron, although as far as jazz goes, there are tracks from Kind of Blue that I thought would suit her well.

And Chase...he's a toughie, for sure. I also thought How to Save a Life by The Fray would suit him. Actually, that whole album makes me think of the show.

It probably would have been a little too much to add them, unless you had him muse, and the pace of the piece couldn't take a "musing" section.

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Date: 2006-06-25 05:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
"How to Save a Life" might work -- but I think that would be something an outsider or Chase himself might use -- not House. Not that House doesn't listen to current stuff, it's just that he would go for something with a little more longevity.

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Date: 2006-06-25 05:47 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] kasuchi
Ooh, good point. I think I totally blanked out on that.

Hm. Well, from House's POV, how about Handel? I'm thinking more Coronation Anthem No. 1: Zadok the Priest more than the Messiah, but they're similar; pretty and grand and impressive, but ultimately straightforward and simple notewise.

Or Vivaldi; "simple" music, sort of a one-hit wonder, and pretty.

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Date: 2006-06-25 06:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
If I was going to go classical, perhaps Mahler, whose work was often misunderstood and who sought to deny his legacy by converting to Catholicism, only to lose jobs because he was born Jewish -- just as Chase tried to deny his legacy in medicine and turn to the church, only to be drawn back into medicine and has come to define himself by it.

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Date: 2006-06-25 06:16 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] kasuchi
Ooh, that's actually really good. I concur. :D

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Date: 2006-06-25 06:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lastscorpion.livejournal.com
This is gorgeous! I loved -- well, all of it, really. LOL!

In the days after the infarction, when he was trapped in bed, too weak to go anywhere, too angry to even think about what Stacy had done, too scared to think about anything except whether he’d ever walk again, Wilson brought him a harmonica.


That was so perfect; I can just see it, and

His mother reminds him of Chopin’s nocturnes -- emotion and poetry spread across the range of piano keys. His father is Sousa marches with an undercurrent of Wagner.

Wilson is Brubeck’s West Coast jazz, the way it sounds all smooth and cool on the surface, but beneath it filled with twisted and complicated time signatures that leaves his fingers and thinking in knots.


that's just perfect, too, and of course Cuddy's living in 3/4 time!

Wonderful! Thank you so much for writing this and putting it up!

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Date: 2006-06-25 12:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
I'm glad you liked it. And you'll notice I cheated briefly with Cuddy. I got in a brief description without getting into detail.

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Date: 2006-06-25 07:08 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
I don't know that I'd call it cheated. It puts her parallel with the nurses and surgeons, whereas Wilson is parallel with House's parents -- I thought you'd done it on purpose, and I liked it.

--LastScorpion--

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Date: 2006-06-25 07:09 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
I don't know that I'd call it cheated. It puts her parallel with the nurses and surgeons, whereas Wilson is parallel with House's parents -- I thought you'd done it on purpose, and I liked it.

--LastScorpion--

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Date: 2006-06-25 08:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Well, cheated in the sense that I wanted to get in a mention of her, even if in passing, while the rest of the team went unmentioned.

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Date: 2006-06-25 08:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] phineyj.livejournal.com
Wow, this was beautiful and so well done. I'm a musician and I never thought of doing this *slaps self upside the head* So many good parts but that first line is just wonderful. And I know someone's already said, but yes Brubeck is exactly right for Wilson, what a great comparison. And House worrying about his walk being an unnatural rhythm rang very true. On a lighter note, wouldn't you just die if you were a nurse and someone gave your most annoying patient a harmonica?!

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Date: 2006-06-25 12:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
I'm not a musician, but I studied and performed up into college -- at which point I realized that while I love music, I don't have the passion for it which is necessary to actually make a living at it. Despite what "American Idol" would like us to believe, merely having a decent voice, being telegenic and wanting to be famous does not make you a real musician.

I volunteer at a music club these days -- folk, blues, jazz -- and these people still working at it have music running through their veins, which they cannot deny.

(And yeah. There's no way to truly play a harmonica quietly.)

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Date: 2006-06-25 03:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] phineyj.livejournal.com
Hey, I'm only a musician in the sense that you are then! It just seemed quicker to put that than go into a whole history of what I play and to what standard! I was just trying to say that it was nice to read a piece with a music theme by someone who knows their stuff. And your music club sounds a lot of fun.

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Date: 2006-06-25 05:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] topaz-eyes.livejournal.com
This is wonderfully evocative. I could feel a rhythm and flow underneath this story that really works. I love how House reconsiders his decision to leave medicine after the Johns Hopkins debacle, and how he sees music and rhythm in everyone around him.

Wilson is Brubeck’s West Coast jazz, the way it sounds all smooth and cool on the surface, but beneath it filled with twisted and complicated time signatures that leaves his fingers and thinking in knots.

Word. This is Wilson to a T. And Cuddy's rhythm as a waltz--perfect grace. Beautiful story, Namaste.

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Date: 2006-06-25 06:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks.
I suppose I should give a shout-out to the wonderful music collection at the Ann Arbor libraries. I just returned a bunch of CDs -- including Brubeck's Take Five, Franz Ferdinand and Stevie Wonder -- only to come home with six more.

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Date: 2006-06-26 05:35 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
This piece was extraordinarily evocative, the briefly sketched details of the Delta were exquisite and apt. I loved that you got in the fleeting mention of Cuddy in waltz-time -- I can exactly see her backside jiggling along in that rhythm! In canon, the haunting moment in Honeymoon when House played the bluesy "Little Delia" before Stacy walks into his office is devastating. Here, you have created several more word-images as indelible as that.

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Date: 2006-06-26 06:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks very much -- and big praise indeed.

(By the way, did anyone get the dual owl symbolism? Or did I just write that bit for myself?)

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Date: 2006-06-27 08:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] auditrixlectrix.livejournal.com
Alas, I'm not getting the owl symbolism, though I loved the image of House listening to the owls as he waits at the crossroads while Crandall sleeps in the back.

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Date: 2006-06-27 09:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
No problem. Owls of course signify wisdom (though at this point, I'm having a sudden vision of the "Wise Old Owl" in the Tootsie Roll Pop ad of my youth) ... but as far back as the Egyptians, they've also symbolized death. So he's hearing the call of wisdom/death at the crossroads.

I was going to have bats flying overhead, but an owl seemed cooler.

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Date: 2006-06-28 04:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] stephantom.livejournal.com
I don't think I can say anything that hasn't been said, but I thought I'd just let you know I loved it. You can never have too much House backstory! This was just beautiful. I like the idea that he briefly considered persuing music. Medicine may be his "one thing," but music will always be his second love.

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Date: 2006-06-28 02:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Glad you liked it. You know one of these days I'll manage to write something without backstory. I think that should be my next challenge.

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Date: 2006-06-30 02:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pwcorgigirl.livejournal.com
There are so many beautiful lines in this, but I love this one: It is as if the notes lead the way out of the traffic jam in his mind, past the congestion of names and dates and places -- of symptoms and complications -- and into daylight. Suddenly everything seems clear. Ah, yes.

The fluidity of the tenses in this piece is remarkable. It's so gracefully done, shifting from past to present, that it makes me think of music. That's really lovely.

Excellent use of the prompt, tool. I'm sorry I was so late commenting -- had a rough week at work.

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Date: 2006-06-30 02:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks, and don't feel like you need to apologize. I had hell week last week, with a bunch of 12-15 hours days -- but once I had a chance to unwind and relax, this fic was the result, so maybe not all bad.

I'm glad the tenses worked for you. I started out writing it with past tense only, but some sections were screaming for present, so I tried to play around with them, and let the story tell me which tense to use when and where.

Wonderful

Date: 2006-08-04 04:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] perspi.livejournal.com
This is one of the first fanfics I have ever read, and I wanted to let you know that I loved it. You have inspired me to write my own!

I have been watching episodes in a different light now. I watch the hobbleconferencing to see how each of the other characters walk with House, and you are spot-on that Wilson seems to be the most adapted to House's walk. Fantastic.

Re: Wonderful

Date: 2006-08-05 03:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thank you. Others had made the walking observations before me, I just took advantage of it here while I was in a jazz beat mode.

I'll have to check out your writing.

Lovely

Date: 2006-12-23 01:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] blackmare-9.livejournal.com
And many thanks for not taking it into slash territory. It's perfect, oh just perfect. And I'm a visual artist, musically challenged, but I still really got the feel for it. So very well done.

I loved House's musings on different people in relation to music. Unusual and touching, that he even thinks of them in such a way, but completely believable.

Re: Lovely

Date: 2006-12-23 03:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thank you. I suppose if House were a visual artist, he'd use what, Seurat for Wilson? A beautiful image at a distance, but the closer you get -- to the painting and to the man -- the more confusing everything becomes?

Re: Lovely

Date: 2006-12-23 04:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] blackmare-9.livejournal.com
Hm, that's an interesting thought.

For House my immediate thought would be Toulouse-Lautrec. Second thought, maybe Escher, for the sheer mathematical complexity; but really, Toulouse-Lautrec has it, for the powerful, unstable compositions full of stage-light and nighttime colors and so much rhythmic motion you can hear the music, and smell the booze, just looking at them. House is a little bit Escher but a lot Toulouse-Lautrec. Who also, coincidentally, was a cripple who didn't fit in with his aristocratic family, his father mostly.

Wilson, hm. The Seurat comparison makes sense but only in terms of technique, really, because Seurat is far too analytical to represent him well. Some of the other Impressionists might be a better fit; Monet comes to mind, more emotional, more prone to poetic flourishes, but the image still falls apart at very close range. Wilson's tough though. There's an enormous gap between what he appears to be and what he really is; in visual art it's difficult to match that, since, by definition, in art what you see is what you get. Unless the thing you bought is a clever forgery, which might be closer to Wilson's actual predicament. I've heard of people unframing old works and finding whole other paintings hidden between the outer canvas and the back of the frame. I think Wilson's a fake Corot landscape that hides something else entirely, perhaps a violent old Delacroix or a bright, playful Matisse.

Chase is a marble statue. A very pretty one, perhaps by Canova; expensive, to say the least. Watch out for the cracks, though--you might not see them until it's too late.

Cameron's...good Lord. Maybe she's a Thomas Kinkade, the pretty sort of thing everyone puts on greeting cards and jigsaw puzzles but no museum wants to touch--even though Kinkade's actually, incredibly talented, his sappy emotional subject matter means you can't take him seriously.

Foreman, then. Foreman I'm not so sure of, perhaps because I don't know much about him yet. Have to get back to you on that one, I'm afraid. Perhaps after the next few re-runs. :-) I'm really rather new to the House world and I'm missing more pieces than not.

Re: Lovely

Date: 2006-12-23 05:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
I thought about Monet, but thought it was too much defined by the light, whereas Wilson, I think, finds nuances in the dark. (And I'd never heard of Corot until I was in Paris a few years ago and encountered his work at both the Louvre and D'Orsay.)

And Kinkade? Yeah, my first thought was jigsaw puzzles. Heh.

Maybe for Foreman a different medium? Photography? Since he seems to find more comfort in black and white, yet there are intricacies in the shadows that have to be blown up to be seen. Walker Evans maybe?

Re: Lovely

Date: 2006-12-24 01:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] blackmare-9.livejournal.com
Photography's perfect for Foreman, for the precision of it and for the way the camera serves as a distancing device between photographer and subject. The photographer is always, at least in his own mind, in control. Detached. And he can tell himself he's better than the people on the other side of the lens, but he probably isn't.

I wrote a little thing about Chase, of all people, based upon our discussion here. I'll email it over to you and see what you think. Chase doesn't usually interest me a lot but this conversation got me thinking about him.

I agree completely about Wilson being a LOT darker in some ways than Monet (or Seurat, or any of the Impressionists) usually was. Which is why I thought of Turner, who knew how to get those storms and shadows. But there's a very playful quality about Wilson, too, although only House seems to bring that out in him. Perhaps he's a Daumier, underneath, all shadows and twisted humor.

Thomas Kinkade, if you can manage to find any of his OTHER work, before he got cheezy and more famous than I'll ever be--it's really shocking. Sad, in a way. Because the man can actually paint amazingly well. I've seen stuff of his that was just gorgeous, completely different than the treacle he does for a living now.

Re: Lovely

Date: 2006-12-24 01:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Feel free to email. (It should be in the user info.) I'm sure it'll be interesting. As you can tell, I'm big into the use of metaphors, and it seems particularly adept for exploring Chase, since he tends to try to hide himself, to try and make as little impact as possible with his personality. (Hmm, and on the Chase/sculpture imagery there, I'm suddenly picturing Michelangelo's prisoners -- with Chase attempting to break out from what he was, to what he will become.)

Re: Lovely

Date: 2007-05-06 09:27 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] azdaja-dafema.livejournal.com
Randomly cutting into this discussion to offer a suggestion for Wilson (from an Art Hist student)

I agree that Impressionists may be a good route, so perhaps Degas? Experimental techniques of traditional pastels and oil with ink all mixed and confused, plus while a superficial knowledge of Degas makes you think happy ballerinas, like superficially many people think Wilson is just lovely, there's a dark undercurrent in his work, with predatory males in the backstage images, and more obviously in pieces like "Interior". That and Degas does play about, cropping images and focussing on inconsequential things, always the human element (for example, "Day at the Races").

You have me thinking now. I'll probably come back to this with a more thought out reasoning (and probably completely different person!)

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Date: 2007-06-01 10:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sangria-lila.livejournal.com
I love House and music. Wonderful stuff you have here. I've always riddled House out in classical music, and you've touched on a lot of music that I don't often listen to, other than Brubeck.

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Date: 2007-06-02 12:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. I tend to think of House as a musical sponge, picking up styles and songs and instruments wherever and whenever he can.

(You working your way through my backlog of stories? Cool. Hope the fic archive post is helpful.)

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Date: 2007-06-02 11:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sangria-lila.livejournal.com
(That's it! You've figured out my fiendish plan!)

I would have come to your archive earlier but I kept thinking you were exclusively House/Wilson.

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Date: 2007-06-02 01:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Nah. I'm all over the place, fic-wise. I do write a lot dealing with House and Wilson's friendship, but I like playing with different POVs as well. I think it helps me to understand the characters when I get into their (collective) heads.

Oh, and from your question on another fic ... friend away.

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Date: 2007-11-14 05:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] inez-gard.livejournal.com
Great fic! And amazingly written. I almost heard music - altough I don't know half of it. Maybe you could create some kind of soundrack to your story?

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Date: 2007-11-14 06:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. I suppose I almost could make this a multi-media entry, couldn't I? I own some of the music, some I've just heard over the years. A lot of the work referenced here, though, you can get a good sample of just through the 30-second iTunes samples.