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Title: Blythe's Story, Chapter 27
Author: Namaste
Summary: "Lacrosse suited Greg."
PG, about 1,000 words.
Author’s Note: A look at House's early life, based on the new background we received in the fifth season episode "Birthmarks," using chapters of about 1,000 words.
To start at the beginning: Chapter One



Blythe couldn't always keep her eyes on the ball. She'd see it sometimes, a sphere of hard rubber passed from lacrosse stick to another. She watched the players instead, figuring out the game by seeing who they were watching, by watching them run and spin across the grass.

Greg was usually in the thick of it. He'd learned the game quickly, finding the best way to make the ball soar with a flick of his wrist, the ball finding its target again and again.

John didn't make it to many games – too many meetings at Quantico, he complained -- but Blythe was there, sitting on the bleachers with the other parents.

Greg had signed up a few weeks after they landed in Virginia when he saw them practice. She'd seen the way he watched them, saw how he seemed to understand the fundamentals of this new game at a glance.

"It's applied physics," he said later. "It's force and mass and velocity."

"Nobody plays lacrosse," John said.

"Nobody you know," Greg muttered, just loud enough for Blythe to hear. She gave him a stern look, but couldn't stop herself from smiling when he winked at her. Greg held out the permission slip for them to sign. "It'll look good on my college applications."

"What's wrong with football or basketball?" John asked. "Or wrestling?"

Greg sighed. "They need guys for lacrosse."

Lacrosse suited Greg. He was fast, and wasn't afraid of the smashing into other players. Sometimes Blythe thought he looked for collisions on the field, putting himself in the other team's path, running straight at someone as if was daring them to hold their ground. She'd find herself holding her breath in every game, seeing him run into someone, fall and get back up.

He practiced flinging a ball in the back yard for hours, changing his grip on the stick, learning how to shoot while on the run, or scoop it up from the ground, flipping it high in the air again and again until he could make it go just where he wanted.

He had the ball now, and was running down the field, his eyes on the goal. A defender was closing in on him from the right and she forced herself to keep watching, her hands clasped in front of her body, muscles tight as if she could push the other boy out from Greg's path.

Greg spun at the last moment, sliding away from the other boy with two steps to the left. The other parents were cheering him on, and Blythe looked away from the field for a moment, saw a group of girls gathered at the far end of the bench, watching the boys.

When she looked up again, Greg was within striking distance of the goal, breaking free from the defenders and even his own teammates. She saw him lift the stick high, fake a toss to the left, then to the right, before he finally let it fly. The ball sailed through the air, and the goaltender's timing was a half-second too slow.

Blythe stood and clapped. She heard one of the other player's fathers call Greg's name. The girls at the end of the bench applauded and one of them whispered something to the others.

Blythe wished John could be here to see this, to see Greg win. To see the other boys clap him on the back and hear the coach tell him, "Good job." He'd missed seeing so much when he was deployed, or when he busy, or when he just wasn't watching.

"Greg's growing up so fast," she'd told him one night. "He'll be gone before you know it."

"What I'm doing is important," John said.

"I know." It was always important. She hadn't said anything else, but she'd seen John a few days later, watching Greg as he did his homework at the table.

Blythe didn't like to think about what would happen in just a few years, how empty the house would be without him. She ached all over again for the other children that they'd never had, the brothers who would have looked up to Greg, the sisters who would have asked him to fix their toys. Once she thought she'd finally come to peace with the fact that Greg would be their only child, but thinking of the emptiness he'd leave behind brought it all back. It made her want to hold onto him for as long as she could.

Hanging on wouldn't be good for Greg, though.

Blythe reminded herself that she wanted to see him grow up, and fall in love. She wanted to see him become the man he could be, not just the boy he was.

The game ended with a 2-0 score, and Greg walked across the field to her, his lacrosse stick hanging loosely from his fingers, a fresh bruise already starting to form on his shin.

He plopped down next to her and she handed him his sweatshirt.

"Nice game," she said.

He wiped the sweat off his face with the shirt before he pulled it on. "We should have scored on that first possession," he said.

"You still won."

He shrugged. He leaned forward with his elbows on his knees, the lacrosse stick across his lap. He was looking at the girls.

"The dark haired one is pretty," she said softly. "You should ask her out."

"She dating a neanderthal," he said.

Blythe leaned down toward him. "The blonde is pretty too."

He cocked his head sideways toward her and sighed. "Can we go now?"

A group of boys were gathered in front of the bleachers. The girls gathered their books and jackets and joined them. Blythe nodded toward them. "I can wait, if you want to be with your friends."

Greg was silent as he watched them. He stood up, took the two steps down to the ground. He needed friends, Blythe thought. He'd need someone else in his life once he was on his own, someone he could talk to, someone who cared about him. She wouldn't always be there.

After a few moments he turned away from them and headed toward the car. "I'm ready now," he said. "Let's go."

Chapter 28


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Date: 2009-02-28 01:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sabra-n.livejournal.com
*facepalm* Oh, teenaged House. Blythe is totally right about his need for a social life, but that's not something you want to hear from your mother.

So, uh, thank you for capturing the unfortunate dynamic of my teenaged years. :P

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Date: 2009-02-28 02:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
I think most young adult books could be summed up with: "Teenagers are idiots sometimes." No reason to believe House wasn't the same then ... and now. Thanks.

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Date: 2009-02-28 01:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pwcorgigirl.livejournal.com
Oh, this is so lovely. You've described lacrosse so well I could see it all in my head, and Blythe's thoughts about Greg needing friends and the looming emptiness of the house as an only child grows up are just perfect.

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Date: 2009-02-28 02:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thank you. Fortunately they play lacrosse here, so I've had a little exposure to it.

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Date: 2009-02-28 01:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] verbal-kint10.livejournal.com
Just caught up with this entire series in one sitting, which is obviously a testament to how awesome this is. I love teenage House! You did a fantastic job of subtly setting up the fact that his social awkwardness will end up being permanent, which is of course, the greatest fear of all teenagers. I can't say enough good things; it's truly excellent. :)

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Date: 2009-02-28 02:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. I wanted to play with that image we have of House now, who's uncertain about reach out to others, but in a teenage version.

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Date: 2009-02-28 02:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poeia.livejournal.com
The saddest part is that they would have accepted him. He probably would have said it was for the wrong reasons or that they would bore him but it could have worked.

Poor House was so used to having to leave everyone behind when they moved, he's already given up trying.

Heartbreaking as usual.

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Date: 2009-02-28 02:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Even when I try to give the family a little happiness -- like a winning game -- it still comes out a little sad. Can't help it with this subject matter. Thanks.

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Date: 2009-02-28 10:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hibernia1.livejournal.com
I love the way you capture the Strange World of Teenagers - of course Greg was exactly like this as a teenager, great characterization! Also really liked Blythe's musings on how empty her house will be after Greg leaves. Very, very good update, thanks!

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Date: 2009-02-28 01:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. I wanted to touch again on Blythe's feelings about only having one child, and the loneliness (for her and for Greg) seemed like a good spot where it just snuck in.

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Date: 2009-02-28 11:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] joe-pike-junior.livejournal.com
Blythe's awkward talk about girls just melted me. Oh, teenage House.

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Date: 2009-02-28 01:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
You just know that Blythe was the type to point out pretty girls and try to encourage him.

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Date: 2009-02-28 03:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] maineac.livejournal.com
I have a lacrosse player in the house and you've described perfectly the appeal and dynamic of the game.

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Date: 2009-02-28 06:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Woo Hoo! Glad to know it. Thanks.

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Date: 2009-02-28 08:44 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] daisylily.livejournal.com
I feel so sorry for Blythe - she tries so hard, and just gets more sadness. And she hasn't even got the 'hope' of Greg having a girlfriend (or any friends, from the sound of it).

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Date: 2009-03-01 03:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. I don't necessarily think of Blythe as being sad about her life, more resigned and taking advantage of what she has.

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Date: 2009-03-01 07:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] feanix.livejournal.com
You know, I'd forgotten about House playing lacrosse. God, so good. Did you know much about lacrosse before writing this bit? Or did you have to research it?

Good stuff, as always. Really starting to capture that teenage angst that Greg was so good at, lol.

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Date: 2009-03-01 03:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thank you. I have a passing familiarity with lacrosse and had to do some research, but I've seen a bit of it.

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Date: 2009-03-01 01:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jonne17.livejournal.com
It's good to see how Greg finds something he loves here and in the last chapter. Wonderful how much you show what he will become from what he was back then. I somehow have the feeling puberty would not affect House all that much, he was his own person before that.

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Date: 2009-03-01 03:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
I do think that House would have been something of a loner no matter what happened in his life, but perhaps he wouldn't have been so unwilling to let other people into his life if things had been different.

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Date: 2009-03-01 10:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] niicelaady.livejournal.com
Love this. House playing lacrosse is one of my favorite mental images, and I wrote it into a fic of my own way back (only it was grown, pre-infarc House, and it was Stacy watching).

I love the image of John watching Greg do his homework. Even if he couldn't or wouldn't be there for his son's athletic or academic triumphs, and even though he wasn't thrilled about the choice of lacrosse over football, I believe he really did love Greg; he just didn't know how to say it or show it.

And everything about the way you capture the seeds of the middle-aged man we've come to know in the boy he was -- beautiful, subtle and elegant.

Are you going to continue this into the Stacy years and the infarc? I would really love to read Blythe's reaction to those times.

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Date: 2009-03-02 02:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. I hadn't planned on the Stacy years and infarction, just because I've written POV from Blythe for part of that time period, (In "Family, Friends & Other Complications") and don't want to overlap with that, especially because that's already 60,000 words.

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Date: 2009-03-02 02:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] niicelaady.livejournal.com
Oh, I wasn't familiar with that story. I'll have to check it out.

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Date: 2009-03-03 06:29 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Gorgeous chapter...again! I particularly love that Greg's response to Blythe's suggestion about the dark-haired girl is the reveal that he has already checked into the possibilities. Such a subtle hint of the adult House's obsession with tracking the social lives of the dark-haired women he is still drawn to. I wish your story could go on forever.
--blacktop

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Date: 2009-03-04 12:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. I'm willingly to let this come to its natural end soon. I have other ideas and things I'd like to write, and can't manage to divide my attention span very well.

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Date: 2009-03-04 10:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angelfirenze.livejournal.com
*winces* That last part. You can just hear the words, 'They're not my friends.'

You know, you're kind of mean, dangling the what-ifs and if-onlys in our faces like this. You're enjoying every second of it, aren't you?

*looks away in despair*

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Date: 2009-03-05 12:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Yes, it's all a plot. (insert evil laugh here)

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Date: 2009-03-05 12:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angelfirenze.livejournal.com
Unrepentant sadist.