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Title: What Lies Beneath
Author: Namaste
Summary: A series of ficlets for the [livejournal.com profile] housefic_meta writing challenge "Household Archeology," to write short piece inspired by items found beneath the cushions in House's couch. Find the full prompt list here. Gen, about 1,500 words.
Sample:
She wonders now if she lost the earring as she sat and waited for the moment everything would change again, if it had become another part of her that would never leave him. Maybe it fell unseen into a box, and it was just waiting for her to discover again, once she was ready to move on, or if it dropped to the pavement of the parking lot where she'd pulled off of the road when she couldn't stop herself from crying for Greg, for herself, for everything she's ever lost.





Two earring backs

Stacy doesn't realize she's lost the earring until that night, sitting alone in her mother's empty house, the tea that she'd thought would somehow be a comfort instead going cold.

She'd put on earrings out of habit. They were ones he'd given her years ago and her hands shook as she'd put them on, trying not to think about what was happening, relying instead on routine. Then she sat on the couch and waited for Greg, rehearsed what she'd say to him, to convince herself that leaving was best for both of them.

She wonders now if she lost the earring as she sat and waited for the moment everything would change again, if it had become another part of her that would never leave him. Maybe it fell unseen into a box, and it was just waiting for her to discover again, once she was ready to move on, or if it dropped to the pavement of the parking lot where she'd pulled off of the road when she couldn't stop herself from crying for Greg, for herself, for everything she's ever lost.

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Cuddy senses that something's not quite right and reaches up to discover an empty spot on her earlobe. She stands up, searching for the pearl earring that once belonged to her mother. House glances away from the TV, his eyes narrowing as she shoves aside pillows.

Wilson walks out from the back of the kitchen, stands at the doorway watching her. He raises his hands in a silent question and House just rolls his eyes.

She finally spots it on the leather cushion between them before he says anything.

"Found it."

House shakes his head and turns back to the game. "Thank God," he says, "I was so worried."


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$2.85 in change

Lady finds four quarters and a dime one day buried deep down below the center cushion.
She can picture Dr. House sitting back on the couch, the coins falling without notice from his pocket.

There's another quarter at the edge of a cushion, shining brightly against the dark leather. The rest of the change is scattered beneath it. She knows the coins haven't been there long, and thinks they must have fallen out of Dr. Wilson's pocket as he lay there, slouched back against the arm, trying to make himself at home in someone else's house.

Lady wonders why Dr. Wilson stays here, sleeping on a couch, rather than going someplace nice, someplace comfortable, someplace with a soft bed.

She places the change on the table, finishes folding the blankets, stacks them neatly on top of the pillow at the end of the couch.

Lady moves on to the kitchen next, smiles when she finds unwashed dishes inside the cabinet with her cleaning supplies, realizes she's just found Dr. House's latest hiding spot. She takes them out, washes them, then stacks them in the dish drainer. There are two plates, two sets of silverware, two glasses -- two of everything. She turns, catches sight of the blankets on the end of the couch, and realizes that the comfort that Dr. Wilson is looking for by staying with Dr. House has nothing to do with where he sleeps.


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One balled up tennis sock, unwashed


"I'm going to the laundromat," Blythe announces. Her voice is quiet, but John recognizes the tone, knows that it means that she's already decided what she's going to do, no matter what he says.

He can't stop himself from arguing, though. "You can do the wash here," he points out.

Blythe rests the laundry basket on the back of the couch behind John. It's filled to the brim, and a few things spill out. John twists around, picks up a sock, t-shirt, underwear. "Greg's sleeping," Blythe says, and takes the soiled laundry from John's hands. "I don't want to wake him up."

Greg's been home for two days, fresh scars on his belly and neck. His walk is still unsteady, but he's told Blythe that he'll be fine on his own, that they should go home. John knows that Blythe doesn't want to leave, that she wants to stay here where she thinks she can take care of him, protect him. But Greg doesn't want her there -- doesn't want him there, John thinks.

Blythe ignored Greg the first two times he told her to go home. She finally agreed last night, though, that they should leave soon. John thinks it'll do them both good. Blythe needs rest, needs to get back to normal life. And Greg ... John shakes his head, watches as Blythe fills the basket again, then puts it on the floor next to the door ... maybe Greg just needs to find out what normal means now.

Blythe picks up her purse, opens the door. She's spent the day cleaning Greg's apartment, filling his cupboards with food. Now it's laundry. Tomorrow she'll cook their own farewell dinner, making certain to leave behind enough leftovers to feed Greg for a week.

"I won't be long," Blythe says, and picks up her purse. She opens the door, walks out with the basket.

Greg has told her she doesn't have to do his cleaning, or his cooking, that he can pay someone to do laundry and takeout is just a phone call away. But he's wrong, John thinks. Blythe needs to do this -- not just for Greg, but for herself.

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A stretched out hospital ID bracelet

House had placed Esther's bracelet inside her file -- the bracelet that he shouldn't have taken, and the file that privacy rules claimed should never have left the hospital.

He didn't care about either rule. He'd stood over Esther's body in the morgue, after the family had denied permission for an autopsy. He'd stared down at her naked body, trying to memorize every inch of her, trying to see something he'd missed, something that would finally tell him what happened.

He'd held her cold hand in his, rigor not yet beginning to set in, traced his fingers over her palms and the back of her hands, wondering if the toughness of her skin was just from years of work, or some symptom he hadn't noticed.

He'd worked his way down onto her arm, feeling the narrow bones of her wrist, of her forearm, wondering if he'd missed a rash, a lesion, some bruise that would finally speak the truth. The bracelet had been in the way, and he'd pulled it off, tucked it into his pocket without even thinking about it.

Every few months he takes her file home, spreads the papers out across the coffee table and holds the bracelet in his left hand, his fingers working themselves over its surface, over the faint lines that list her name, her age, her blood type -- everything he already knows -- as he tries to discover what he doesn't.

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One chopstick

"We need a table." Stacy shoves one of House's journals to the side of the coffee table to make room for the plates.

House nods at the coffee table. "We have a table," he says.

"A real table, with real chairs."

House sits on the couch, reaches inside the takeout bag from Panda House. "This isn't real?"

"You know what I mean," Stacy says, "a place where grownups can eat."

"We aren't grown ups?" House hands her napkins and chopsticks.

Stacy puts the chopsticks down on the couch, turns to face him. "We should buy a house," she says. "We can afford it."

"I like it here."

"I like it too, honey, but it's not very practical for both of us."

"It's got a bed, bathroom, kitchen," House nods at the TV, "free cable ..."

"We could also afford to pay for cable, rather than stealing it with that wire you hooked up outside the building. They're going to find it someday, you know."

She spoons some rice onto her plate, then chicken and pea pods. "It'd be nice to have someplace with a dining room table, and a guest room."

"Why would we want that?"

"So we can have guests."

House stares at her. "And why would we want that?"

Stacy sighs, and reaches for another set of chopsticks.


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Date: 2008-04-27 02:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pwcorgigirl.livejournal.com
These are so lovely! The two different takes on the earring backs are wonderful, with one heartbreaking and the other light. I love that you brought back Lady (she's one of my favorite minor characters) and the piece about Esther is terrific, so beautifully described that I could very clearly see House's fingers rubbing the bracelet while he read her file over again.

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Date: 2008-04-27 03:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks for the prompts. I'd debated how to use them for a while, but it's fun to take something open ended and just play with both typical and atypical ways to use them. I still might tackle more of them later.

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Date: 2008-04-27 02:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] blackmare-9.livejournal.com
These are wonderful, all of them, and they balance each other nicely with their mixture of difficult and lighter scenes.

Only glitch I spotted was a missing "to" in she's already decided what she's going do.

And that last bit, so beautifully showcasing the many ways in which living with House would have been exasperating. House stealing cable? Perfect. He would SO do that.

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Date: 2008-04-27 03:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. I fixed the glitch, so thanks for pointing that out. I once had landlords who took their cable off of mine (and paid half my bill), so I know it's not really that hard to do, and something that House would do. Maybe that's why he doesn't have HD -- he'd have to actually pay for HD service.

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Date: 2008-04-27 03:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zeppomarx.livejournal.com
As always, beautiful, touching, thoughtful, unexpected and interesting. Thanks for letting us share in your talent.

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Date: 2008-04-27 01:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. It's a fun list of items to play with and imagine.

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Date: 2008-04-27 05:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hollow13.livejournal.com
This was beautiful.
Aw, each object has such an interesting story behind it.
Fantastic!

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Date: 2008-04-27 01:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thank you. I imagine there's a lot of stuff hidden away in all sorts of places at House's house.

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Date: 2008-04-27 12:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hibernia1.livejournal.com
These are all wonderful ficlets, I especially welcome the return of Lady, as I missed her, and I like the piece of Blythe doing the laundry the best, the way she does is for Greg as well as for her seems so true. And I like all the small details like House stealing cable. Thanks!

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Date: 2008-04-27 01:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. I'd been looking over some stuff I've written previously, and suddenly thought this would be a good place to bring back Lady, as well as Blythe and John in an unexpected way.

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Date: 2008-04-27 12:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bukabe16.livejournal.com
House stares at her. "And why would we want that?"

xD

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Date: 2008-04-27 01:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. I'm sure House isn't the type to invite most people to crash at his place.

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Date: 2008-04-27 05:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poeia.livejournal.com
"Thank God," he says, "I was so worried."
That had me laughing. I can hear him snarking her like that.

These were great. I loved the mixture and the supporting characters you brought back. As Dama is one of my favorite of your fics, I especially enjoyed Lady finding the new hiding place for dirty dishes.

I think my favorite was the hospital ID. It was unexpected because, given House's medical history, the obvious choice would be that it was from one of his hospitalizations.

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Date: 2008-04-27 06:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. My first thought had been to use one of House's bracelets too, but then I considered a little more. I like using things atypically in these prompts -- much like using the prompt of a teapot for an earlier exercise for a Foreman-based fic because he seemed the most unlikely to use one.

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Date: 2008-04-27 05:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vitawash24.livejournal.com
I love these. They are such neat little slices of life.

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Date: 2008-04-27 06:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. I may play around with some of the other prompts in the future. (There are a lot of interesting ones, if you check the list.)

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Date: 2008-04-27 06:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sangria-lila.livejournal.com
I love the image of Cuddy searching for her earring among House's cushions while the other two men are around. It's sweet and domestic without being cloying.

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Date: 2008-04-28 12:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. I was actually picturing this as occurring during one of the sports bet fics or the Thanksgiving fic I wrote earlier.

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Date: 2008-04-28 07:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oursoliloquies.livejournal.com
This is brilliant. I love that about your fics, how you manage to make actions say so much more than words ever can.

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Date: 2008-04-28 12:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. I'm a big believer in the idea that small and quiet things can say a lot.

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Date: 2008-04-29 03:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] merlynnod.livejournal.com
So perfect. Two favorites are the first with the earring, and the hospital ID. He just can't stop chasing his ghosts...and the way you wrote that particular section is so wonderfully done, just the right evocation of that need to know, to understand, so that it won't happen again next time...

So perfect. :)

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Date: 2008-04-29 06:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. I do think that while House says you have to learn from your mistakes, he's also haunted by his.

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Date: 2008-05-02 04:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angelcat2865.livejournal.com
This is very nice!

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Date: 2008-05-03 03:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks. I'm glad you enjoyed it.

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Date: 2008-05-12 06:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mystcphoenxcafe.livejournal.com
Greetings!

Loverly and haunting as always. My faves are the earring backs, the change, and the hospital ID. Like others, I was expecting it to be House's, but considering how much he'd obsessed w/her case in canon, it makes perfect sense that it's Esther's, more so than his. His own hospitalizations... I get the feeling he wouldn't care about them nearly as much (and I suspect those bracelets bit it LONG b/f he ever got near home! :-P).

The earring backs are such a lovely exercise in opposites (and the one a nice recursive reference to your own work! I was so proud I got that. :-D)

Dama, quiet and introspective, learning about her people through the clutter they leave. A cleaning version of a garbologist, as it were, learning truths that even her clients have yet to learn.

"She turns, catches sight of the blankets on the end of the couch, and realizes that the comfort that Dr. Wilson is looking for by staying with Dr. House has nothing to do with where he sleeps."

The simple comfort of the presence of another human being, or a man in the closet about his true desires in the bedroom as well as out? I love the fact that it can be read either way.

And with Esther, the combination of puzzle obsession and supreme caring that goes into his postmortem examination. The gentleness that only appears in perfect privacy.

And yes, the fact that House steals cable is both perfect and unsurprising, once one thinks about it! :-P

I love the way you use the title to have more than one meaning as well. Esp. w/House, it's always the things under the surface that give you a clue to the real man beneath. (Which we as viewers have been blessed to see all along, and which some of his friends are finally getting the hints to see. Praise your Deity(s) and pass the snackage!!! About time, and a'that!!! [Sorry 'bout that. It's been my personal 'throw popcorn and other soft things at the screen' thing for some time now. :-D])

Thank'ee's for sharing!!!
-Katrina

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Date: 2008-05-15 06:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namasteyoga.livejournal.com
Thanks.
I actually have the feeling that House dismisses his own hospitalizations as uninteresting (much as he dismissed the shooting in "No Reason"), but Esther he just can't let go of.